Of late I have been wondering if I am a machine that imitates humans biologically but is not so emotionally. This thought sometimes takes me over for hours that I have to convince myself that I am still human.
I am trying to find the time when I was last human, when I last emoted. I want to do this because I was nicknamed arnold. Some gave the reason for the name as being due to the size of my biceps. But one guy told me that i had a very wooden countenance. This actually got me thinking and I realized that I was living an unemotional life, no feelings for anything or anybody.
I hope I can change this... someday and become human.
2005/10/15
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dei, is that one guy me?? You seem to have become very philosophical, thinking about meaning of life and stuff! how are you now?
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